10/2/21

I went to the emo party at movement house tonight, and it was a good time

- I notice that many people would make eye contact with me, but I would give them strange vibes, and they'd look away quite quickly. Note to self. Become more attract-able!! Do not be afraid to think, "ooooh yeah, this is the girl I'm gonna be FUCKING tonight!", or atleast that's how I interpret this kind of vibe as it is.

- Many of the black people I give uncomfortable vibes, maybe it's because I get uncomfortable around them, I dont quite know how to be on equal terms with them because I'm afraid of being judged.